Who am I?

I don't know who you are and why you are reading this. I don't know how you got here and if you're going to stay and read. I don't know who would be interested in the life of a normal teenager in Lebanon. This is an example among others of the redundant life of a kid in Beirut.
I'm a 15-year old Lebanese teenager.

I love maths and physics. I'm a geek, I love it and you'll love me for it.
I love protons, the CERN and the LHC.
I love baking, macaroons and cakes. I always bake when I'm bored.
I love reading, books are my little heaven on Earth.

I love music, The Killers, Coldplay, The XX and Muse. And Glee of course. I play the piano, the guitar and the bass.
I love series, Desperate Housewives, NCIS, Big Bang Theory and pretty much every series that exists.
I love peace, Martin Luther King, Gandhi.
I love rainbows, light, colors.

I'm gay, I'm closeted, came out to my friends.
I'm weird, or so they say cause I have no idea what's normal or not. I think that everything you do is normal... Cause you just did it.
I'm smart, I know I am and it pisses everyone off cause I don't mind saying it. But I am... So why can't I say it?
I'm atheist, but my family is christian, almost fanatic. There are a lot of reasons for which I do not believe in God, and if I start now I will never end.

I don't know why I'm starting this blog. Maybe it's because I'm bored, maybe it's because I have nothing to do. I've always wanted to do it though. Maybe because I enjoy reading blogs, because I like discovering people's life. Maybe it's because I think this blog will help someone one day, or it will help me see where my life is going...
But now, I've started it, so I won't stop now. I'll try to post something every day. What? I don't know... What I did this day, what I saw, what I learned, what I'll do again, what I'll never repeat, what I would have done, what I should have done, what I'll do the next day, the day after... What? My life.